A Momentary Mistake of Sanity - Chapter 1- You are someone I want created out of someone I need July 2000

You are someone I want created out of someone I need (15-21/7/2000)

I see you hiding, behind the candle flame
your eyes gleaming that certain mystery
I see you laugh and you make me see
that ‘tough it’s an uphill struggle ,life is worth living
but only if I see you standing behind me.
I recall I saw you when I was singing
I didn’t recognize you at first
but the light from your eyes ,’tough broken
made me see that it had to be you
and once again my heart got stolen

if only I could see inside your heart, inside your mind
if I could read your emotions ,so I won’t make mistakes
‘cos to see you sad ,it’s the only thing I can’t stand
let me know ,if there is anything that I need to mend
I need you ,like I never needed anyone before
when you say there ‘s hope ,I start seeing the shore
tell me if I should start reading the next chapter
or just stare at the picture wall
even tough tomorrow, appear so far away
I’m more than willing to wait forever
but you always leave me with something left to say

I love your quality of being female
you ‘re the wings that fly my heart
I love your strength, your power
you ‘re the tone in my weary voice
I love the way you make feel like a rat in a maze
you ‘re the dream that will never die
I love your intense emotion
you ‘re the feel flowing in my touch
These feelings caught me by surprise
and I don’t want to make it too difficult for you to realize
sorry I’m acting unjust again ,and for you that’s not fair
you need a break ,hopefully time will tell
and the love I wanna give you ,is very rare
how can that be that you make me see all my life?
with just one look ,I just feel hypnotized

I love the way you delve into me,
you ‘re my shelter in the rain
I love your charm ,your efficiency
you are the passion in my veins
I love your passion ,your sensuality
you ‘re the spark that lights my smile
I love the way you are so complicated
you ‘re the wisdom in my mind

what I have discovered is that just need someone like you
if you only knew ,what you really mean to me
if you only knew how much rewarding it is to love
you say that loving you is a dirty job
but you are too unique and you make me feel so good
so it’s a road ,I ‘m more than ready to go trough
just look at it this way ,to me you are more then special
so please would you please stop expressing regret on yourself